Heartbroken & Confused.

Hey guys, it’s been awhile since I’ve posted. It’s been a weird time for me, I have a lot of opinions and I’m very emotional; which is very difficult for me to handle because I don’t know how to release these overwhelming emotions. I’m sure plenty of you will laugh at me and think I’m being childish, and that is fine for you to feel that way towards me. Nevertheless, my heart is broken and I’m deeply sadden by what is happening with our country.

Last Sunday I was crying, do you understand I was crying because I can’t handle how shitty people are being treated; and I feel so sorry and helpless. I want to help so bad but I don’t know how. I just want to apologize to everyone whose being hurt by the American government right now. I’m heartbroken because I just don’t get how people can just be so heartless and horrible. Why is someone else’s life so expendable; I don’t get it.

Maybe I just believed in the greatness of humanity way more than I should’ve. Now I’m questioning everything and I’m confused because I used to think I surrounded myself with likeminded people who cared about one another, but now things are different. I don’t care how it sounds, if we had a friendship and you voted for the person who is now Head of State, I am totally rethinking our friendship and in some cases, there no longer is one.

If you haven’t read my previous post about my feelings towards voters of the current Head of State, you should go ahead and read it you’ll have a better understanding of what I mean. My mom keeps telling me that I can’t just stop talking to people who have different political opinions than I do. Normal I would 100% agree with her, I’ve never minded in the past, but this time around is different. I can’t emotional handle having a friendship or any type of relationship with someone who doesn’t think what that man and is administration is doing is okay.

You can’t tell me you’re still behind this man and his plans, after what he’s done in the past two weeks. I’m sorry I have no respect for you. People are hurting, people are suffering and all you care about is “Making America Great Again”. What’s happening isn’t making America great, it’s pulling her apart. Never in my life have I felt so emotional about politics; to be honest it’s not about the politics. It’s about human decency. This man is banning people, who the fuck does that! And why don’t more people understand who unconstitutional that is. Children are dying, families are being ripped apart, and all you fucking care about is building a wall so Mexicans can’t get in.

I couldn’t get passed the actions of the monster before was elected, there is no way I’m getting passed what he’s done now. He is a disgusting human being.

I’m so overwhelmed by what’s happening and I am angry and sad and confused; but at the same time, I’m inspired. I’m not sitting threw four more years of this shit, so I’m inspired to help change it.

If it hasn’t been clear by now, I’m making it clear HE’S NOT MY PRESIDENT!



Ileana xoxo

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